myversatilephase

Changed ~

2006-12-08T05:10:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone ~
I`ve changed to using a Xanga acc :D
Http://xanga.com/freeflowclass
Wont be using this blogspot anymore.
Will del this blog in Jan.
:D

loveloves !

Out.

2006-12-07T12:33:00.000-08:00

Meeting Sining in about half an hours time.

Wearing my imitation Annasui ring. HOHOHO.
Anw. Art called me at 10.30 am ; i called him back 10.40 .
He was alr alsp --''
That pig.
Anw. Going back Mum`s place today.
Staying there till Sat.
Out wiv Daddy on Sun.

Chris just Friendster Msg me !
Hehehe. He`s drunk --''
Oh whats new.

I promise everyone i`ll be attending all EL practices next week onwards ! :DD

Yuanlin sent me this .I thought it was true.
That stupid ass scammed me.

Rahhh. Okay gtg.
If not i`ll be late !
Seeyou all !
P.S ;Im loving My annasui mirror ! xDD

Movies.

2006-12-04T20:31:00.000-08:00

Went out wiv Eugenia PRETTY today [:
loves her !Took neos ;shop.
Eat&&; bitch. Hehs.
Pics will be up soon.

Then met Art&&; Dude.
Saw Nick ;Viv ;Lacoste&&; Derrick.
Art ;Dude&&; i watched Deck The Halls.
Funny la ;but stupid show xx:

Anw. Movies i wanna watch ~

Out alr but dont have time xx: LOL. 956 ;time . Geddit ?
Nvm.
French thriller.
A MUSTWATCH.
I still havent watch --''
Korean horror about plastic surgery xx:

Enjoy ~
Will be staying at home for th weeek :D

2006-12-04T09:39:00.000-08:00

Rahhhh.
Finally Expo Fair is over.
Was lk falling asleep while talking to customers xx:
errr. yea.
Sold 6 in th last day :D
Dopods. I think i`m not gna forget about Dopods lor.
Next time anyone who wants comparisons can find me !
LALALAAAS.
No more painful feet ;no more aching body !
Chris came to visit me on th last day !
He`s in thai now .Hope he bought smth i lk xx:

I want to sleep till afternoon like 5pm !
I can only do that on thurs .
BOOO. THURS IM STAYING HOME&; SLEEP !
:DDD

Btw. there is connection at my grandma place alr.
I can go online there too ! [:

gg makeup now [:
gtg out at 10.30 .

lovelove !

NothingLeh.

2006-12-02T09:58:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to blog .
Just that im working at Expo ;last day tmr.
Legs aching lk crazy xx:
Earned 90$ in 3days. zZz.
How pathetic --''

Junhong also working at Brother.
HAHAHA. HE WEAR PINK UNIFORM.
SO DAMN GAY.
xx:

Super tired .
ZZZ.
Other than that ;
things are OKAY LA.
will blog when i get th pics [:
Esp of Junhong in that gay shirt xx:

* EDIT.
Also. Havent been updating cos was stayg at Art`s house ytd.
I slpt on his BIG BED. He slept on mattress. xDD
LALAAAA. Was late for work. BUT. ATE A NICE bFAST :D
Pics up soon ! xDD

Rahh.

2006-11-30T08:16:00.000-08:00

I hate being like this in a r/s. This is th first times that quarrels arise repeatedly within a short period of two months. If even being tghtr for twomonths is a difficulty ;whats more two years now ?

Being stressed out for th past 4days ;sleeping at 6am in th morn worrying constantly&&; waking up at 9am ;eyebags are becoming sizes of slingbags ): Not knowing whats th next step i shld be doing ;not sure which i shld solve first.

So what if i voiced them out to you alr ;wld there be a change ?Wld things turn for the better? Wld you finally wakeup as if a slap was put across your face? Wld you change&&; this time for real ?Not just a testing period for you to sweet talk me wiv your sugarcoated words ?

I`d think not. ):

I think i have given up. I think i`m lost in this r/s. Having to talk to Nicky from 6am -10am about our problems ;all of them ,we are stressed out. We are confused. But for now ,i guess the problems have stopped arising&&; just stayed put where it is. Avoiding th issue ?Fraid so. But i`m not strong enough to be going thru this again&&; again everytime .I dont lk to discuss such stuff. One shld be smart enough to do whats necessary&&; do it without being recognised by th other first. Its only 2months. How long more can 1 take ?

Honestly ;I dontknow how long more. ):

Well ;im gg off to work now.
Eyebags )):
Thanks for the two who listened to my complains xx:

OutAtVivo.

2006-11-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

We quarrelled in th night cont till morning .
Recovered when we metup.
LIKE PHEW !
Pics pics : D

Cute bracelet Art bought me at MotherGarden.
I tell you ;their stuffs are SO CUTE.
&&; this is th FIRST bracelt that can fit me xx:

what a weirdo --''

A lil random >.>

WHEEWHEE. Thanks for today . :D

SchoolStuff.

2006-11-27T14:31:00.000-08:00

I read in Farah`s blog that she`s gna write a list for her school stuff.
Me too ! :D
Anw.
Most i`ve alr planned out what i want xx:

Schoolbag :Zinc Shoulder bag -30$.
Schoolshoes :Converse sneakers -buy 2pairs.

Actually for school thats about it xx:
others that i want :
Floral Flare skirt.
BigBIGBIGGGG bag.
HOHO.
Lacey spags !

OOH&&;
I FINALLY DARE TO WEAR SLEEVLESS OUT ALR xx:
YAY !

RatherRandomPics.

2006-11-27T09:11:00.000-08:00

My neighbour having buffet at lk 9am in th morning;
till 3pm when i left th house.
Then i got awakened ):

What i spotted in th fridge.
HOHO. I HAVE KITKAT FRUIT PARFAIT ! xD

FrenchLunch Pics*

2006-11-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

Okay ;as i said.
The pics from th french lunch. : D

What i wore.

Au Petit Salut .
Their Serviettes so nice ! LK FLOWERS !
Mini Bar WAYY ~ Behind. &; th pretty serviettes !
38$ +++ per person.
Roughly it was 50$ per person.
* heartpain laaa.

# Next ;All the food. Everyone`s food.

-Appetizers.

Cod Fish wiv veggie&; cold prawns.
They have the heavenly cheese i lk ;
FETA CHEESE !! xD
This is my appetizer btw ;
GreekSalad.

ANDDD. ESCARGOTS.
AHHH SNAILS. Those are herbs at th top.
The brown thing is hotplate.
LIKE OMG.
I ATE SNAILS.
AND THEY TASTE SUPER GOOD : DDD
xx: i felt barbaric though .

Routinni.
Its chicken.
Tasted lk corned beef though.
But superb la !

- MAINCOURSE.
Salmon.
Okay only la.
But very fresh.

Chicken wiv longbeans.
Dont under-estimate it !
ITS WHATS INSIDE THAT COUNTS.
SEE AHHH ~
SEE. INSIDE IS CHEESE&; HAM.
AHHH. VERY NICE.
When my uncle cut it th chicken OOZED OUT.
SOO SINFUL ! xxDD

Orglet Beef.
The beef is well -cooked.
Supernice.
Felt lk i was in heaven .
This was mine btw [:

Venison Beef Stew.
The thing around is not cheese.
* well i thought it was xx:
its mashed potato !
NOT INSTANT ONE LEH.

- DESSERT !
YAY.
LOL.
This is lk Moose.
Its 72% Belgium chocolate.
Too sinful.
I only ate 3spoonfuls.
xx:

Hot choco wiv almonds&;
vanilla icecream on bread.
SUPER DELICIOUS.

Chestnut cake.
VERY NICE.
Well all japs lk chestnuts xx:

Creme Brulee.
Chey.
I thought i never eat before --''
I ate before ;
I just never knew it was brulee la.
Its Burnt brown sugar at th top.

Their ILLY coffee.
This coffee cup is VERY SMALL.
Buy outside SUPER EX ONE LA.
Very nice coffee.

On my way home ;it rained. --''
Me&; th leopard print brolly :D

ENJOY ~

2006-11-26T13:54:00.000-08:00

I dont care how this r/s is gg alr.
You want to create problems over nth ;
dig up things that passed ;
i give up.
):

i dont want to take this anymore.

Thats what the world started with.

2006-11-26T03:40:00.000-08:00

Awkward silences.
Being pretentious.
Basing on reality ;imagination.
Controlling temptations.
Difficulty confessing.
Dodging decisions.
Experiencing pain slowly.
Faking th positivity.
God knows what.
Holding on tight though.
Irreplaceable ;but do-able.
Just hoping.
Kissing with th guilt.
Letting loose in despicable ways.
Lying without th guilt.
Managing unbalanced life.
Naive-ness ;made up.
Open minded ;started it ?
Present bitterness.
Questioning dreams.
Seeking solace elsewhere.
Smiling widely with scars.
Tears with a grin.
Trusting is hard.
Under stress.
Veryvery pretentious.
Whats it gna be in th end ?
X. Ex. Axed.
Your promises ;how long ?
Zero confidence.

How im feeling now ?
at 3.38 am ?
This. A-Z.
Thought out by me.
Now how long will this take to . .
Yea.

JustReflecting.

2006-11-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

Friendster Msg.

Date: Friday, 12 May, 2004 2:45 AM
Subject: Re: Thanks.
hai ya.. thats him , i told him already he always
denying it and doesnt not admit the fact and
change for the better.. i tell you secrets cannot
Message :be kept with him one. you just treat him as a good
friend will do not best.. hes personality is like
that one.. haha.. arragont and ego. now he trying
to promote himself n RP

3months later&; i was still talkg about him.

From: Christopher
Date: Thursday, 23 November, 2006 5:15 AM
Subject: Re: mememememe. mimimimi. hehe.
Message:
65. Do you have a pet?
hehe. a pet genie x:
AHHHHHHHH! OWNEER!!!!!!! lol.

Hehe. He so cute la.

From: Kenneth
Date: Sunday, 26 November, 2006 1:58 AM
Subject: Heh
Message: cool, lets see how much of an entertainer are you ;), add me up if you have msn.

Honestly ;what a pickup line la.

I dont miss you ;at least not anymore. 7months. that was how long i took to get over you. what a loser i am to take so long to get over a guy lk you .the worst is ;i never thought you were a jerk despite of what you did. i guess whats left aft so many months is just th happy memories ;cos i cant be bothered to rmb the ones that hurt anymore.

SHopping !

2006-11-25T20:06:00.000-08:00

Went for a frenchlunch at Holland today.
Pics&; details of it tmr when i get th pics. [:
Went shopping ! :DD
Bought clothes !
Long old navy navy blue dress.
brown striped dress.
yellow top [:
nautical necklace.
iknow i said i wont lk it ;BUT I DO ):
yayyy ~

&; go www.humansforsale.com.
see how much you`re worth [:
art&; i below avg xx:
lalas !
well ;pics up tmr for french lunch pics [:

lovelove [:

sinful.

2006-11-25T03:22:00.000-08:00

strawberries soaked in condensed milk ;so sinful.
so fattening ~
&;to think i was supposed to be on a diet cans.
* snickers.

anw.
i hope you all lk my new blogskin ;
credits to delise .
[: it even has archives la !
lovelovelove. xD

Boo.

2006-11-24T04:32:00.000-08:00

Im so lazy ~
I dont feel lk updating at all.
): BOO.
CRAMPING.

anw. just to let you all point&; laugh at me&; go, OH SHE`S SO UGLY. here`s a pic of me wearing specs.
Haha okay la. x:
Anw till i have pics to update i will.
i`ll be using my xanga by th startg of th year .
when i get to know HOWTHEHELL to use it ;
i will tell everyone th site.
loveyouall to bits : DD

201106 `

2006-11-20T10:07:00.000-08:00

Out wiv Art today ;
watched Just Friends.
SUPERFUNNY xDD
Pics [[:
Neoprints.
MY NEW OWN LAPTOP !! :DD
Sining edit th pic ;i joined all tgthr. MEOWS.
SOMEONE BUY ME KITKAT FRUIT PARFAIT :DD

Sweetie ;sorry for being moody at th end of th day. i'll make it up yo you soon. lovelovelove. [[:

ARTNAO.

2006-11-19T23:59:00.000-08:00

PICTURES AGAIN [:

WEBCAM WITH ART.

Crazy.

2006-11-19T22:00:00.000-08:00

they dint agree much .
infact ;they rarely agreed on anythg.
they fought all the time.
&they challenged each other everyday.
but in spite their differences ;they had one important thing in common.
they were crazy about each other .

181106.

2006-11-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

PICTURES [: 181106.

Sining ;Alvina ;Me.

9tix to Colic.
PINGMAN [:

ART&; i [:

2006-11-18T23:47:00.000-08:00

Went to the ZA party wiv Alyssa .
It was lk a socialites party laaa ! xD

Then went off to Bugis .Too bad i dint get th job ): Met up wiv Sining&; alvina .walked around ;talked. Went to Marina&; suntec for interview : D

Met up wiv Art ;Nicky ;Pingman ;Denise ;Amanda. Played pool ,bought Amanda `s top [ i chose :DD ]
Saw Alicia .Still so chio . Hehe.

Watched Colic.
Damn. It was the scariest&; goriest movie i ever watched laaa ! But it was super nice .&; everyone who watched it learnt smth new :D
Seeyoulater in thai is knn. xD

ILOVEALLOFYOU .
IHADASUPEGREATTIMELAH!

pics up soon :D

2006-11-15T08:23:00.000-08:00

PICTURES.

2006-11-14T11:07:00.000-08:00

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2ndMonth.

2006-11-12T11:24:00.000-08:00

My 2ndMonth wiv Art :D
This month has been lil more tough for us than expected ;but we pulled through&; we`re still gg strong [:

Watched TheCovenant .

Niceshow ;wiv all the hot guys in it x:
Took neoprints :D

Took pictures.

Bought facemasks :DD

Havent done th Annasui one ;but th Korean one super good. :D

Baby ;iloveyou.Thanks for these two months ;will always be treasured .we will be getting past any setbacks .We`ll prepare when you leave in April :D

pics.

2006-11-11T22:51:00.000-08:00

Here to update the past few days stuff.
Talking to winson ;his msn nick has my name :DD

Yao send me song [the file so big x: ]

Sining. x:

Webcamming.

Found this pic in my com --''

SUPERHOT KOREANGUY X:

PICS.

2006-11-11T11:10:00.000-08:00

JUST PICTURES TO UPDATE YOU :D
Winson`s Msn got my name [:
yao send me song ;the file so biggg .
Sining.
HANDSOMEKOREANGUY.
why is winson pic in my com ? --''
Pool pics.

Webcamming.

TODAY.

2006-11-09T23:15:00.000-08:00

Sining came early in th morning to cook bfast for me&; art .

:D ate fishball noodles ;super delicious ,sining is such a great cook la !LOVEHERLA !:DD

Pics at home.

then went to cine eat ;play pool .met up wiv denise ;walked around then went home :D

Sining bought me these :D

THANKS FOR TODAY :D

2006-11-09T13:31:00.000-08:00

ILOVEFARAH :D

ILOVEARTHUR :D

2006-11-09T10:33:00.000-08:00

i cant update cos stupid arthur dont want to send me pics.
my entry about 9th nov might drag to 9th dec lor.

urgh.

haha .

2006-11-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

you know whad ;im not gna cont something so childish&; be so entertaining to recite others life stories .

so whad if you know about my past&; publicise them ?thats just a part of me that carried me on forward ;i make mistakes&; learn from them ,not cont them&; be who they are today ( is it obvious im pinpointing x: ) i dont care i used to type liike thiish&; smoke or drink ;cos its a part of me .no matter whad i did in th past ;i learnt&; where were you ?i grew up faster than you two .i dont see stephanie being a mature person .by far ;immature`s too mild a word to be using .

carry on&; rant about me ;it just shows how much you know me .nothing at all .what you know is what everyone knows alr .i never dint admit not to doing th things you accused me of .go ahead&; be a low-life .it aint my life anyway [:

p.s ;my stupidity in studies is nothing compared to your stupidity in life .

wtf ;i just gave you another entry to you.

lol-ed.

2006-11-07T16:57:00.000-08:00

chanced upon sharon&; stephanie`s blog which th url spell wrongly one --''
i saw this entry about arthur which was damn lame la . she try to act mature la .the way she type is so -oh im a mature act angmoh - hehe .
last time she said in her frenster she`s polish --'' then now she say she`s eurasians .oh i dint know you can change your race ? 0.o bah .people pick on you sharon ;is cos you picked on them first .just cos you have a crooked back&; different coloured hair doesnt mean you can flaunt whatever you have ;which is inferior to almost anyone else la.

&; stephanie just extra in only .haha .wah i saw this entry i laughed lk mad .want to talk about people use the name laaaa --'' hahahaha :DD

now i know why they are inseperableasses. its just perfect :D

ergh.

2006-11-07T16:00:00.000-08:00

perhaps im th one being unreasonable ;perhaps im the one expecting too much.
myboyf is a super sweet guy ;well everyone knows thad .i used to be super happy&; melt but now thad th initial sweet-talkg&; effort to make th relationship work has gone ,th problems start to arise .these might be minor but when they accumulate up in time ;being under ctrl might just be impossible .

its not that im loving you any lesser ;its not that i dont miss you anymore ;its just that i dont want to have to put so much effort into things that are unnessary .things lk having to ask you to do things umpteen times ;having to pack up aft you ;having to worry for you as you worry .

Yes ;these things look small when looked at separately .but when accumulated its just too much for me to stand .&; these are just th few thad i disagree wiv .ever since i`ve been wiv you ;my life has been nothing but you .sure that might have been a good thing to you ;&; so it was to me too for awhile .but now i started to realise that cos its just been you for this times ;that when i want to go out wiv my other frens ;it isnt as easy to ask as it used to be .for you ;yes it`s also has been mememe for you too .its not that i dont lk it ;which girl doesnt love to be th centre of attraction ;to th guy she loves ?but to that ;also there`s a limit .sometimes i have to remind you that there is more to just us in th world .

&; im younger than you ;so much younger .sometimes i think you do forget that .cos im not as mature as how other 18 yearolds may be .i know im still alittle kid ;i also know i try to be older at times .my priorities&; yours are different ,it might be difficult for me .

but i cant say that i dont enjoy being wiv you ;i cant say i dont love you ;i cant say i dont miss you ;i cant say that i`d rather not be wiv you .its just that these might be th obstacles having to be crossed to be achieved more .i dont rlly know whad to do anymore .i`ve been confused ;getting moremoremore confused as each day passes .i feel as if i`ve been off th right path alr .but if this is wrong ;somehow i`d rather stay confused&; be wiv you .

we can work this out tgthr.

PastDays.

2006-11-06T10:59:00.000-08:00

Dont rlly have much to blog about ;i think x:
Sunday.

Went shopping wiv Daddy :D Bought shoes ;tops ;dresses .
Met Art ;went to my place .
Me wiv Art`s hairband ;that stupid gay got hairband one --''

Talked to Chris ;th guy who dj-ed at th HalloweenParty .
He`s my pet snail :D
But now upgraded alr ;now he`s a genie --''

WatchedSouthPark. HAIYO ;this character super cute !:DD

Monday.

Today .we slept at 8am ;wokeup at 4.30pm.

Went to Cine ;met jialingLESPARTNER :D

Met th PP people .AHHH ;imissthem! xD

Art&; I watched TheGuardian.

Pretty nice show ;i cried a lil x:

Sat a cab home ;reached home at 1.30am x:

now i shall go relak abit ;then slp.

tmr i have a superlong day laaa.

FCUK.

2006-11-04T13:21:00.000-08:00

These few days have really been hell for me.
Ever since my mum came home ;she hasnt left me alone .

She knows I have boyf ;but she doesnt know who he is. Since she alr knows ;i told her about him.&; durrs ;she doesnt want me to be wiv him .Cos Art is gg to NS ,my mum doesnt want me to be wiv these kinda guys .I got pissed wiv her cos she was exaggerating ;blahhh .

If my dad were to stay in Sg forever ;i would move back wiv him .But cos i know my dad has th possibility to move back to Japan ;i dont dare to be wiv him. Thats the main reason im hanging on to my mum.

To my mum ;now im only transparent to her .thats whad she told me in th face .i told her ;since we dont get along ,lets severe ties .she started talkg some shitcrap ;so i just walked off .Fuck leh ;i cant wait for her to be gone to NZ .

Sure ;i might look back&; think that OH I SHOULD HAVE HELL LISTENED TO HER. But heck ;i`ve alr made so many mistakes in life ;whats another gna cause ?

My mum sure does piss the shit out of me.
&; then she walked out of th house. FUCKFUCK.
WELL ;im not coming home tonight either . HAH.

URGH. gna get ready to go out now. Fucking eyes fucking swollen. RAHHHH .

Halloweens.

2006-10-31T01:59:00.000-08:00

HALLOWEEN [:

Went to Home`s Bar wiv Art ;Winson ;Nicky ;Yao.

Winson`s friend joined us alil later.

Pics at Mac.

Now i know how much Art listens to me )):

How is Art supposed to kill wiv the peace sign --''

Pics in th MRT.

Pics Outside Home`sBar.

Winson --'' Zilian.

Winson becomes Jaychou.

Im famous ! ;says Yao x:

Open th legs super wide.

Pics INSIDE Home`sBar.

Horny Winson --''

Supposed to be LOVE ;BUT. [ another of Nicky`s ideas =/ ]

Im manly :D those two gays. TSKTSK.

The see ;hear&; speak no evil thingy. [nicky`s idea :x ]

This will happen if Art sleeps ;AGAIN.

Winson copied my pose. ASS.

I enjoyed the day alot everyone !Thanks :D

2006-10-30T01:39:00.000-08:00

Out wiv Art.
Went to Marina.
Met Nicky.
They played pool.

Went to DhobyGhaut.
Met Cheryl.
Went to eat B&;Jerry's .WHEE.
Played game to see who choose movie.
Nicky won ;watched SINKING OF JAPAN.
Super boring.
Nicky fell aslp x: HOHO.
Nevr trust Nicky`s Movie taste.
Then we all went home :D

2006-10-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

Nicky&; Arthur`s Birthday.

Went to KtvPub :D

I dint take any pics thr cos there wasnt much to take.

But i think i got drunk :x

Meltie ;Yvonne ;Kailong ;Winson ;Yao ;PP people ;Art`s Poly friends came.

Super FUN :D

Then Salon people ;Winson ;Yao&; Art came to my house to sleepover :D

Pictures i managed to take [:

Me&; Yao.

Winson&; a very red me.

Winson on th sofa.

Winson styling Art's hair in th morning.

Me&; Yao at th busstop.

Purpose of this pic is ;LOOK AT THE PURPLE IN MY HAIR :D

ME :D

Outing.

2006-10-26T23:45:00.000-07:00

Arthur&; i always had little time to go out the whole day ;
cos either he was working ,or i was busy x:

So now that he quitted PP ;we finally could celebrate our 1mth anniversary. [ ahem ;its th 26th ]. Our 1mth is 12th x: See how busy we are ? ;D

Went to Marina Square ;ate Fish&; chips.
Altho its only a Kopitiam ( like th one at Tiong ) ;
its delicious !i was super full alrs x:

ME ;D

MyCreation [:

Art'sCreation.

We then headed to Ben&; Jerrys.

OMG LAH.

ILOVELOVELOVE Ben&;Jerrys :DDD

I was then SUPERHYPER !

We then sat MRT to Bugis ;where he brought me to HOTAIRBALLOON!
I dint even know Sg had such things la .Sitting the hotairballooon was soooo cool !

Those were us in th HOTAIRBALLOON.

AHHH ~felt super high aft thad :D
then went to th library near Bugis which was superbig&; quiet.
[ found a place to study ] teehee.

I found an Arts Book.
It was title : ARTHURLIM.

Talk about coincidence x:
lala.
Art then sent me home ~

Thankyou boyf for the day ;i had a great time&; i wont ever forget this day.
i promise *

2006-10-26T20:08:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ;D

FINALLY !TWO WHOLE MONTHS OF NNOOOOO SCHOOOOL [:

Friday`s arthur&; nicky`s birthday.

celebrating wiv them [:

&; some short girl. whooo ~

Art&; nicky might be going for their NS end of this year ):

Well i think its better for them to go now rather then go when they are 21.

I just might have to wait 2years .

again.

i`ll be strong&; hold on.

i`ll wait for you !

i wont make you worry.

my eyes very tired siaaaa.

crycrycry. lan ah. --''

2006-10-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

Been emo- ing th past few days .
i promised i wouldnt cry ;but yet again i did.

pressing on till i saw it flow ;i let go.
sense of relief&; calmness followed.
breathing in ,i feel th hurt arising.

after the seventh dol ;i feel woozy&;
blanked out.

but it made me forget.
the hurt was worth the momentarily high- ness.
crying doesnt help anymore.
&;i lost my voice )):

lifesucksnow.
EMO -ING.

2006-10-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

Pictures [:

Ben&; Jerry`s Art bought :D

His DoubleFudgeBrownie.

My Cookies&;sweets.
Me in a weird position ;chalet.
I wasnt slping btw ;Art took th pic while i was talkg to him :x
Experimenting.
Asahi i drank [:

Totally meaningless pic at chalet.

Art's Levi`s shoes&; my white wedges.
Art&; Me.

The rest of the Sungei Buloh pics.

2006-10-19T07:07:00.000-07:00

I knew it was a bad day when i wokeup &;saw this at th corner of my room :

Then we went to Sungei Buloh ( or however you spell it )

Emo -ing.

Then she turns happy.Our tour guide MIGHT have breast cancer for all we know.Tour guide making a weird face.Using her brolly as a pointer --''First they were in love ;Then they realised it wasnt meant to be.Abandoned ):Taking pics while our tour guide talkg behind us.
'ALL HAIL THE TREEEEE '.Praying ~

Ignoring her --''Then she realises noone cares :xRicky the Freaky brought his stupid mosquito coil which stank . Farah stealing th brolly.
She&; her taichi laaa.

MrKuan poser sia.

ONTHEBUS BACKTOSCHOOL.

IHATENATURE.

2006-10-18T07:07:00.000-07:00

Out wiv syaq ;leonard ;farah&; milton to buy myboyf`s present .
So many people to buy one present --''

PICTURES :D

Farah ;Syaq&;Milton.

Milton&; Leonard.

Pictures in the MRT on th way home [:

Enjoy :D

2006-10-12T02:43:00.000-07:00

1month :D
TEEHEEHEEE.
Okay .
He was late half an hour ;ohwhatsnew.
Dedication for me at Suntec`s Money fountain :X
Ben&;Jerry's :DDDDDD
was very high ~

Aft sitting at th esplanade for quite sometime ;realised that th person sitting beside us about 5metres away very familiar.
OH. it was Nicky&; some girl ;x

Dad spoilt th day by leaving his stupid keys at th office.
Picked me up at raffles&; went to mum`s place to get his stupid key.

But it was a great day for me ;really .
iloveyou !

2006-10-07T23:51:00.000-07:00

i`ve never ever been so pissed at anyone in my entire life for a LONG TIME.
Nicky stupid ass pissed me off la !
That stupid jerk said he wanted to watch movie wiv us .
Art&; i were at Cine queuing up for tickets when nicky smsed art asking us to go to lido to watch .Cine`s show was at 8.10 .it was alr 8pm .Nicky asked us to hurry up so that he cld catch th show.

Sat a 5$ cabride to lido .movie was at 9.30 .wtf . i was alr like ;fucking pissed .cos before that in th cab nicky smsed art said 'no need to come alr .you go watch yourself . '
FUCK . FUCK .

Art&; i bought tix to WTC .Smsed nicky to meet us .He said he bought tix to a 8.30 show ( some chi show ) &; was entering th theatre alr .so wtf was th point of going to lido ?!

Nicky smsed art saying we dint care about him &;left so quickly . FUCK LAH .He was th one who asked us to meet him thn left w/o us can .Asshole .

At 9.30 ;he smsed art saying he bought tix to WTC .So he joined us wiv dolliess .wahlao .

I`ve never been so pissed at someone for such a long time .
Fuck la ;he still can ignore us afterwards la .
Wtf la.

2006-10-07T19:38:00.000-07:00

VOTE FOR THE NERVES !

The voting thingy is at the bottom right hand corner of the main page. Go to http://power98.com.sg

THANKS PEOPLE :D

2006-10-07T16:24:00.000-07:00

Took somemore pics wiv my new hair :D
All same bkgrnd cos they`re taken using webcam .

If i tie up my hair ;

Enjoy !Now going to my my boyf .

LOVES!

2006-10-07T00:41:00.000-07:00

1) Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
` i havent reached to the desperate point that i`veconfessed first.

2) If your crush like somebody else, what will youdo?
` if the girl he likes is a bit*h ;i`ll snatch himaway .if not ;i`ll go for someone else .well im notan expertise on not having the one liking meback :x

3) You have accidently bumped into your crushand his or her friends. He or she invited you to jointhem. What exactly would you tell him or her?
` nah ;if i was alone. i definitely wunt go .i`ll feel leftout .

4) Prom is just around the corner. Your crushwants you to be his date. Now, do you think shelikes you?
` who cares ?i`ve got a prom date :D

5) What will you do if your crush said I Love You toyou?
` i`ll smile&; say thanks.

6) Who is your crush?
` he`s tall ;he`s handsome ;he`s sweet ;my boyf [:

7) Do you think your crush like you too?
` yup :D

8) Why do you like your crush?
` bcos he`s prolly one of the sweetestperson .gosh ;what a reason :x

9) Do you share any interests with your crush?
` hahahaha .come to think of it ;i`ve not thought ofthat .

10) Will you ever going to marry your crush?
` if we last ;right ?

NOW, A WORD FOR A WORD
1) Having feelings
` numb.

2) Loving someone
` torture.

3) Breaking up
` harsh.

4) Going on a date
` heartbeats fast.

5) Long walk on the beach
` feeling free. ( okay thats not one word )

6) Saying I Love You
` MELTS ~

7) Making out
` hothothot :x

8) Prom
` classy.

9) Long phone-calls
` wiv him ;forever.

10) Your bf/gf
` intoxicating.

1) Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautifullie?
` the lie ;ignorance is bliss.

2) Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
` oh. i`ll remain single.

3) Group date or One-on-one date?
` im up for anythg .

4) Dating someone or staying alone? (Imagine yourbf/gf is away for a few years)`
ooh .i think i can wait :x

5) Great body or great mind?
` body !HAHAHA .okay so im shallow .

6) It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or yourfriends?
` see who arranged first.

7) Follow your heart or your mind?
` eh .im not exactly sure which i follow.

8) You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
` mm .if he ask i`ll tell .

9) Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at anexclusive restaurant or a fun night at theamusement park?
` duh the dinner .but not for the first date :x

10) The way you say good bye after you went on adate..
` akiss&; imu. [:

2006-10-05T11:24:00.000-07:00

Heythere.
Did my hair at Pivot Point ,where Derrick did my hair :D
Derrick learnt hairstyling two years only leh !
So ;i did princess curls for the back,
Straight hair at the side ,with the left longer then the right.
fringe steps.
Damn nice.
BUTBUTBUT.
I dont look good in pics. YET . xD

Farah rebonded her fringe. Looked good.
Art was like waitg&; exra- ing.
He washed my hair ;damn good :D

Mm .Met up wiv Angela ;Rain ;Fjia ;Karen aft my hair. Rain so scary lahhh ~scared my boyf can !&; Angela stepped on sushi !Talk about unglam laaa ~

Went to eat ,then Art saw me home.
Saw my neighbours ;they look so suspicious ,as usual .
Anyway ;Pics !
Two only la.

WORSE IS ,CANNOT WASH HAIR FOR 3 DAYS !

2006-09-29T11:07:00.000-07:00

290906 .

Studying wiv AlanKor.
Whooo ~He taught me science&; math .
Lent me his Science textbook wiv SO LITTLE NOTES LAAA.
Anyway .Took more pictures thn studying :x
SURPRISE SURPRISE.

Me Doing Makeup.

Tights :D

After studying ;met up wiv Xueli for dinner ,then met up wiv Art .

2006-09-26T12:24:00.000-07:00

Im feeling fucked up becos the bus driver of bus 64 retained my Ez-Link card.
FOR WHATTHEFUCK REASON?!
I DONT FUCKING KNOW!

Now I cant pay COINS cos i dont have the ez-link to bloody prove im sec school.
I have to pay 2$ +++ for Mrt fare.
I dont have a fucking EZLINK !
I showed the bus driver the finger before getting down the bus,
Simple satisfaction.

URGH. I HATE 64 BUS DRIVER ! ))):

_|_

Im at fawah`s house.
She was cutting chilli like some murderer laaa .
Singing in the shower so loud --''
BUT OHWELL, THATS OUR FARAH.

2006-09-23T01:20:00.000-07:00

I ran away from home. Aiya not rlly la .I just left the house&; banged the door .
My grandma laaa ;suddenlt turned emo&; started saying

-Even if i die also noone knows.
-everyone leave me alone&; let me die.
-Noone cares about me.
-Whats the purpose of living.

BLAHHHH.
Then she started bitching about how my mum doesnt give her money .SHUTUP BITCH.
So i got mad&; quarrelled wiv her. I side my mum lehhhh ~
Then she started talkg about me so i left the house.
Im homeless WORS.
HAHHAA. Meeting Art later :D

THEN, tmr meeting daddy for shopping !.
Art meeting his mum for shopping tmr. --''
LOLOLOL.
Copy me only.
Loves ;D

2006-09-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

Bold =True ;Italics =What you wish were true.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent!
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I'm not allergic to anything.( im allergic to farah )
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I love hugs.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state
.I like sausages.
I am a chocoholic.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring. ( have to replace my old one .)
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.
I'm an artist.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

2006-09-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

Friday.
Dint go to school as i awoke dizzy ,so i went back to sleep .Re-awoke at about 1plus ;x
Watched this show where they were talkg about older women being with younger guys ,NOT phedophile .Rlly interesting cos the show was rlly daring ,and they just said anything that came to mind .
Like ;
If an older women ( age 40) was wiv a younger guy (age 20 ) ,when woman turns 60 ,guy would be at peak of his life ,age 40 ,thus causing the relationship to end .

Older women would have to act younger &; dress younger. While the man wouldnt need to change how he is. Younger man can be immature&; childish but woman somehow have to tolerate.

Older woman have to accept the fact that the man might leave her anytime for a younger girl.

Older women have to support the guy due to the fact that the man would be part schooling ,part working.

WAH SO PHILOSOPHICAL. ( eee i dunt know how to spell ;x )

Then ,at around 10pm i watched BridgingMinds 2006 .Basically it was about debating in the form of drama .The show was so cool laaaa .I want to join debating !They talked about 'Money breeds evil '.

Which DUH ,the proposition won. Cos the opposition`s stand was very contradicting ,they formed a family drama kinda thing.&; the situation they chose was negative to them&; they used that &; tried to turn things around. Like duh ,money IS evil.

Opposition claimed that philantrophists use money to donate becos they HAVE the money to donate. So WHY do they have money ? Cos they took it from those who need it ,philantrophists use happen to be the one who has it whattt.

Okay i sound argumentative. AHHH i lovelovelove debating laaaa .

2006-09-21T02:37:00.000-07:00

Wheee ~Im blogging ;D

Anyway ;

Last night b0yf stayed over at my place :DD

Mum`s place. First thing he did was to switch on the tv. --''

b0yf doesn know how to cut my nails !

Only let him cut one ;incase my fingers turn ugly ;x

Mm .Had fun wiv him ;as usual ;DD

Next morning ,woke up at 7am.

Stupid ass ;he HAD to take 45min to bathe --''

Urgh .Made me almost late .

Well ;made it in time to do my math test.

Art helped me ytd :D

Missing him alr ;

:DDDD

TIRED LEHHH.

2006-09-19T01:14:00.000-07:00

Hi people ;D

My apologies for not blogging .

I`ve been too lazy&; just cant be bothered laaaa.

My life is not interesting whattttt.

Exam period mahhhhhhh.

MMMM .Good luck to everyone taking exams laaaaa ;

&; score worse than me okay ;D

Btw ,did i mention i have a boyf ? [:

2006-09-12T00:00:00.000-07:00

NAOMI&; ART OFFICIALLY TOGETHER ,

120906 ,12am ;D

The girl`s finally in love :D

2006-09-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

Chloe&; i - SHOES.

Nicky taking my stupid unglam moment )):

Nicky in the background ;my sweetie in foreground.

Nicky.

Me&; Chuanyi.

What i wore when i went out wiv Nicky&; mah sweetie.

Enjoy! Actually there are so littlle pic --''

2006-09-09T01:43:00.000-07:00

IM SICK AND IM GONNA KILL ANYONE WHO EATS CHOCOLATE.
IM SO SICK I CAN SHOOT A PIGEON IN A CAGE.
MUAHAHHAA. AND IM SICK.
SO CROSS THE LINE AND I`LL SNEEZE ON YOU.
WAHAHHAHA. IM HYPER FROM EATING PANADOLS.
I THINK IM CRAZY.
I HAVENT EATEN THE WHOLE DAY AND IM SHIVERING.
WAHAHAHHAHAAHA.

IM A SICK BITCH.

JUST SHOOT ME WILL YA?

2006-09-08T23:29:00.000-07:00

WTF. Im even sicker alr LAH.
Nose blocked ;sore throat ;cough ;no voice.
ARGH ! I HATEHATEHATEHATE getting sick )):

ILOVEYOUALL ! LOL.
Sorry im sick ah.
* BANGS INTO A CATERPILLAR *
urgh.

2006-09-08T09:44:00.000-07:00

He left for NS today )):

080906.

2006-09-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

070906.

Went out wiv Nicky&; MYSWEETIE ;D
Wheeets. Walked around ,met up wiv Dude&; Elmo at Cine.
sat a cab to DhobyGhaut .Played CS.
THINK I COULD HAVE GONE DEAF.
THEY ARE SO LOUD !!! HAIYOOOO.

Went to preview lounge&; chill.
I THINK NICKY PASSED TO ME HIS FLU.
RAHHH! --''
Took some pics ,upload another day.
Mm. Had a great day wiv them. meeting them on saturday ;D
TON !

IMISSMYSWEETIE. )):

2006-09-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

060906.

Was supposed to eat bfast wiv Mengda ,but he was at his fren`s place so we dint meet.

So i slacked at home till around 3plus ;left the house&; met up wiv Chuanyi !

watched TheHost. So not worth the 8$ i paid. Haha ;D

Chuanyi is probably the sweetest guy i met xD

" . . .Makes me proud that at one point of my life i met you ."

HOW I MELTED . Gosh . LOVELOVELOVEEEE.

I MISS HIM ALR )):

2006-09-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

Met mum at Orchard Mrt.

Just as I was about to say HI ;this talent scout came to me&; said :

HI IM FROM MEDIACORP. I WANT TO . .

" No thanks ".

BUT YOU`RE SO PRETTY.

" Thanks ".

LOL. Ate at Delifrance ,Mum forced me to take pictures )): Walked around ,bought some stuff.

Went to Heeren&; took neoprints. All not nice ah ,i post one will do ;D

Then called Chloe aiai&; met her at Heeren. Mum met her fren for dinner.

Played arcade ,she para .Took neoprints .

Went to watch Liondance ;D

Quite cool .NANXIAN IS SO GOOD :DDD

I met Xueli for supper ,Chloe went JurongPoint. ;D

I saw him at tiongbahru. wonder what was he doing there. avoided his glances&; boarded the bus.

2006-09-05T22:52:00.000-07:00

mm. slept well at Xavier`s.
Atleast i did. He had one hell of a scolding from his mum for having a girl slping at his place.
Went back to granny`s house.
Bathed&; bought a purple cardi ;D
I think im gonna buy more of these type but different colours =x
Now meeting my mum .She`s still at her pedicure.
she cut her hair short!
Havent seen her yet.
Wonder how she looks like .
:D Going off now.

LOVES .
Pictures up soon.

2006-09-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

The neos Mel&; i took ;D

MEL HAS A ZIT :D

2006-09-04T23:08:00.000-07:00

He says : I`m going off in 3days&; you`re alr treating me so coldly.

She thinks : Thats why. I dont wish to get myself hurt ;Im trying to distance myself from you.

But she says : Sorry .So see you on wednesday?

He says :Thats the Naomi i know. * Hugs *

3more days. 080906. ]:

Im not ready to start ALL AGAIN.

2006-09-04T22:49:00.000-07:00

Bought a purple spagetthi top . Furry like xD Ebase .

Met Mel at 2pm.

Watched The Breakup&; Akeelah& the Bee.

Both are rlly good shows. ;D worth watching. Anyway 7$ only xD

Ate Subway. YAY.

Bought cappucino at Starbucks.

Sat a cab home.

Was home early so slept awhile then went to Xavier`s place to drink.

Dint expect to get drunk cos Xavier always mixes mild drinks.

Guess i drank too much. =x

Ohwell. Hangovering ~

2006-09-03T23:02:00.000-07:00

I think i`ve been hurting myself recently.
Drinking too much.
Mm. I feel guilty yes.
I feel happy when i get drunk.
It sorta reminds me that i actually have other emotions. Weird; i know.
Argh. I cant wait to burst.
I know people say they`ll control. But i wish i can burst.
GOSH I HAVE NO IDEA WTF IM TALKING ABOUT .
Sorry )):

I guess i havent been in the best of moods )):

2006-09-03T22:44:00.000-07:00

mm. went out wiv dad on sunday. bought a zaratop, shoes , a dress&; a bag. whees ~

drank at starbucks. flirted wiv the guy working thr. so hot. xD

went home in cab ;met xueli&; ate supper wiv her.

some drunkards attempted to talk to me --''

xueli was laughing away like crazy when that happent .

thats about it. took some pictures, will upload another day ;D

LOVES.

Mom`s back from Sydney. Wonder what she bought for me xD

2006-09-03T16:23:00.000-07:00

told my sweetie i wouldnt get drunk but i think i did :x
Cos i dont rmb antyhing aft 4am.
sobbing&; drinking, creating saltiness&; sweetness.
forgetting seems so hard.
crying uncontrollably ;i cant seem to smile without getting guilty.

LoveloveloveloveloveHATE.
IHATETHISFUCKEDUPLOVESHIT.
When will i stop crying?
When will i stop getting emotional?
When can i start anew?

Argh. A shoulder to lean on is all im wishing for.
Someone to comfort me, to wipe my tears ));

When will my naive thoughts come true?
Ohyeah. They wont.

HELPME. I DONTWANTTOCRYANYMORE ))))):

Im sorry.

2006-09-03T16:11:00.000-07:00

Hey. I know you`re reading this. I know this a very cowardly way of telling you this. But i rlly cant think of any other way to tell you.

Mm. Honestly i`ve been rlly happy being wiv you the past weeks. I know you`re rlly nice to me, even going to school wiv me, causing us almost to be late. You`re rlly sweet to me. All the promises you`ve made to me. Just the little gestures. You kept the secret of liking for so many months. Im sorry for not realising earlier.

But you`ve gotta know ;that i cant accept you. Honestly ;i cant give you a direct answer why.
Maybe its cos i dont trust people.
Maybe its cos i`ve been hurt so many times.
Maybe its cos i dont want to hurt you.

Im afraid i might hurt you. Im afraid i will let you go. I`ve gotten hurt so many times that i cant risk letting you get hurt.

Maybe im starting to like you ,i dont know. But im sorry. I know you`d probably wont treat me all that nice&; stuff. I guess that`ll be my fault. ]:

2006-09-03T01:44:00.000-07:00

Im going out now to meet my dad. Looking retro today. Meeting my dad ;Must smile. [:

2006-09-02T22:52:00.000-07:00

Ate dinner wiv Chuanyi ;D
At Pepperlunch. Really fun&; funny.
Nice person to talk to !
Had someone to cling onto ;D hehs.
Mm. Walked arnd ;know more of eachother !
YAY. Im missing him alr )):

I walked home.
No more buses --''
He`s still walking home.
LOLOL.

CHUANYI OWES ME A MOVIE ;D

2006-09-02T21:07:00.000-07:00

Before going out for my dinner wiv Chuanyi , took pictures :x

OutForBreakfast.

2006-09-02T15:10:00.000-07:00

Its 2pm&; i just reached home from breakfast.
Met Zibing SUGARDADDY at the Mrt station. I waved to him&; some other random guy waved back --''
I was thinking ;since its JUST breakfast, i dont have to dressup right?
WRONG.
He asked me whether i liked gourmet breakfast.
First thought, GOURMET =Bread. So i told him i liked it.
( i like bread anyway )

&; He brought me to this littlelittle cafe at Taka.
Where they serve CAVIAR for bfast as if it were plain water --''
Anway i ate scones served with LOVELY selfmade whipped cream.

Zibing has a great judgement of character.
He knows what kinds of people there are&; stuff.
So i asked him how do i learn to ~~judge~~ recognise people.
He said one way was by looking.
So i saw this woman talking on the phone ;closing her eyes.
I assumed the woman was a drama person.
LIKE FARAH ;D
Maybe when farah talks to me on the phone she closes her eyes . Hehe.
Bought a butterfly tube top ;D

Now im resting at home before going out wiv Chuanyi for dinner at 7.30 ;D
LOVES !

Promise.

2006-09-02T01:48:00.000-07:00

i just broke down. i feel so crappy now. having crying nonstop for the last 3hours. why does he have to torment me continuously? i promised you ;i know. i kept the promise. you dint. you were the one who let me go. you were the one who forgot all about me. you were the one who made me cry. you were the one who fucking left me for the bitch. just bcos im not like how i was when i was wiv you doesnt mean i changed. maybe you dint see a side of me. you gave up on me.

i thought of ways of forgetting you. i used people to get over you. i tried to lie to myself that i dont care. i smiled when i see you. i told myself you werent worth it. i made myself hurt to tell myself you werent the one.

i held other hands. i hugged other bodies. i kissed other lips. i convinced myself i loved them. but no. i forced myself. forced to accept others. but i just cant. ~~i know you`re not worth it.~~ i never knew it was gonna hurt this bad. i never felt my heart ache so bad. its been 6months. yet you`re still stuck in my head. everything i`ve been doing reminds me of you.

how your kisses taste, how our arms hooked, how you look at me.
the way you feed me, the way you smile. the way you laughed, the way you were moody.
the way you looked at the mirror, the way you slept.how we used to snatch mirrors from eachother.

i cant forget you. i really cant. is it cos im trying not to forget you, or that i simply cant. if only there were someone better than you. until now there still isnt.

ilovedonlyonce.
&; i have to admit that was you.

Alyssa <3

2006-09-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

Out wiv Alyssa sweethart ;D
She looks so bloody HAWT wiv her new hair LAH. Aft gio&; i kept whining about her BAD hair;she finally did something to it. Sheesh.
Went to DhobyGhaut to the PictureHouse ;AKA the new Cathay.
Watched Tony Takitani.
Good show. It`s in a book too. I reckon its a good literature book ;D
The picturehouse.

The starrystuff at the side.

My seat.

Alyssa`s seat.

Smsing in the dark. HOHOHO.

Sat bus to Orchard.
Ate Subway.
Saw Nicky&; My sweetie ;D
WHEEE~ They both looked so good. Gosh.
Took neoprints .
Her GOOD hair ;D

ILOVEYOUALYSSA *

Updates ;D

2006-09-01T07:44:00.000-07:00

Neoprints wiv Darrenkor ;Quite long ago alr.

Loving ya ;D

2006-08-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

10 things that made me a bimbo recently ;
1. i drank soup using a fork thinking it was a spoon.
2. while playing games at booths ;i went to my own booth to play cos i forgot it was MY booth --''
3. i kept pressing the channel4 on the tv remote as i thought it would change channel.
4. i asked the waiter for the bill before the food even came as i thought i finished it alr.
5. i washed my face ;brushed my teeth&; then washed face again. { forgotten i had washed }
6. i watched spongebob 4times in one day&; i thought they were different episodes.
7. i woke up this morning&; thought it was a monday so i went back to slp.( monday`s sch --'')
8.i ate breakfast twice.
9.i was holding my hp&; accused people they took my hp.
10. i dont think im a bimbo.

Teachers` Day.

2006-08-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

I almost contemplated NOT going to school ;when i decided to go anyway. Was having a BAD HAIR DAY MAN )): ANYWAY.

The Teachers` Day concert pics ;D

Shah&; Zaki singing.

Calvin singing.

Teachers indulging in cakeee~

And ytd ;Farah&; i went to BukitMerah NTUC to shop (x

Farah posed as this ;

See the similarity?

2006-08-30T23:16:00.000-07:00

I`ll marry anyone who buys me these jellybeans from CANDYEMPIRE at Millenia Walk ;D
PRETTYPLEASE? ;D

2006-08-30T20:43:00.000-07:00

HOW MATURE ARE YOU?

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I can do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I do my chores after being told once
[ ] I always do my homework/work
[x]I actually enjoy intellectualconversations
[x] I think politics are exciting
[ ] My parents & grandparents have betterthings to say than my peers
total: 5

[ ] I show up for school/work every dayunless I'm sick
[ ] I always carry a pen/pencil in mypocket/purse
[ ] I've never gotten a ticket
[x] I watch talk shows and point out theincredibility of it all
[x] I know what incredibility meanswithout looking it up
[x] I drink black coffee
total: 3

[x] I know how to run the dish washer...and/or do the dishes
[x] I can count in more than one language
[x] When I say I'm going to do something, Ido it.
[ ] I mow the lawn
[ ] I wash my car
[x] I can make adults laugh..without beingstupid
[ ] I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[ ] I pay attention at school/work
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
[ ] I'm generally organized
[ ] I know the meaning of capitalpunishment
total: 5

[x] I can spell experience without lookingit up
[x] I clean up my own messes
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up isget coffee
[x] I can go to the store with out gettingsomething I don't need
[x] I understand jokes the first time theyare said
[ ] I listen to my elders
[x] I understand the fact that the worldalways screws someone over
[ ] I can type fast, because I type everyday
total: 5

[ ] My choice in clothing is acceptable inan office or something like that
[x] I can watch politics and laugh
[ ] I have realized that the weatherforecast changes every hour
[x] I have realized that no one will takeyou seriously unless you are over the ageof 25 and have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[x] People have said that I act older thanI am
[ ] I can be sent on an errand and not getsidetracked
total: 4

Count up your 'x's,& post this as "I act like a __ years old."

I act like 21years old.

WebcamSessions.

2006-08-29T16:24:00.000-07:00

Webcamming wiv Nicky. Gosh we did LOADS of crazy stuffs.

Pillowfights ;Toe-talking ;Finger games ;Blowingkisses games ;Dancing ;Poses challenge =x

NICETALKINGTOYA ;D

2006-08-29T04:11:00.000-07:00

Am i just someone to replace your fears?
Am i just here to help you over this tide?
Am i gonna be duped of my advantage?
Am i just going to let you do this to me?
Am i going to pretend to not know anything?
Am i just ,
gonna start over wiv you?

Cos im no longer sure if i`ll ever be ready to start afresh.

HOT-NESS.

2006-08-27T21:56:00.000-07:00

Billy`s brother is SO HOT ! * burns *
Lol. Hahas. Billy = NOT HOT.
BILLY`S BRO = DAMN HOT.

Haha okay la ;Billy avg la.
THE BRO SO HOT.
And the embarassing thing is ;The bro knows. --''

Events ;D

2006-08-27T12:38:00.000-07:00

{ edited }
Im going out this Sept hols .
I know ;shocking right !
Lol ;okay not rlly.

Gonna go out ;D

1st sept -Sentosa wiv Gio& Aly.
-Dinner wiv Chuanyi ;D

2nd sept -Out wiv Eugenia sweetie.

6th sept -Out wiv Nicky&; Arthur.
WATCH DVP ;D

These are the ARRANGED ones.
Non arranged ones are ;

- Out wiv Chloe aiai .

- Out wiv Alan kor.
My shopping trip.

- Out wiv Elijah.
He owes me my jacket.

- Out wiv Nick ;D

- Study session wiv Alyssa.
Most prob Friday ;D

I`m still thinking if there are enough days for this :x
People who see this.
CONFIRM WIV ME PLEASE.

Glam Night Out ;D

2006-08-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

Havent been pampered by rich guys for awhile alr ;D
Finally went to the Italian restaurant at the Marriot Hotel thr .
We dint even need to queue up ;cos he booked .
We got a fabulous view ;D

I expected the usual Italian food like Pasta&; Pizzas. But there were MORE kinda stuffs there ;D
Buffet ;Free flow of drinks.
Age wasnt the matter .

Ate this fabulous pizza wiv things inside which i dont know whats inside ;was SO good :DD They mix drinks rlly well too ;D Ate so much stuff !

Only problem was it was underground&; it dint have any reception. Like a bomb shelter. As Z said ; " Lower possibility we get interrupted anyway ". Awww.

Z`s rlly classy .He talks in such fluent english ;yet understandable. His opinions&; reactions to stuff is so cool . Every action he does ;there`s the gentlemanly side of him .

Opening of doors; Pulling&; pushing of chairs ;fetching of food ;Absolutely AMAZING.
Pure royalty treatment.
The bill ? Just to save you a heart attack ;It was over 200$.
Feeling bloated ;Is an understatement .

Thankyou for a wonderful evening.
&; you ended it just like how it was supposed to.
Sweetness still lingering .
Classiness. I`ll start raising standards ;D

Out now *

2006-08-26T21:04:00.000-07:00

Going out to eat dinner wiv mie friend now ;

talk to ya all later ;D

{ im wearing this for the dinner ;D }

Bag.

2006-08-26T10:32:00.000-07:00

I know many people who hasnt seen Amrit the bag would be wondering ;WHATS THAT.
&; probably be 24/7 thinking and wondering when you`ll know what or how it looks like huh.

So ;the suspense is OVERRR ;D
Here`s the bag xD

Now Dont be rude ;Say hie ;D

SLEEPOVER& VIRA <3

2006-08-24T21:41:00.000-07:00

Friday ;
Went to Spize wiv Xue er ;Timo ;Shella ;Denver ;Jumana ;Violet ;Elvira.
The service there is SO pissing me off.
Violet is one of the fews who are pretty in STC xD { No offence here }
I ate TomYam Mee ;Egg prata& shared ricee wiv Timo ;D
Dropped over to Elvira`s house .

Her house is so decorated .Over furnished! Cool xD
They started to do cartwheels --''
We went to the poolside and played TruthOrDare ;&Inever.
I got painfully kissed by Elvira )):

Jumanna; Denver ;Joel& I stayed up till 6am talking& shitting .Well Denver shitted .xD
ANYWAY. I LEARNT NEW THINGS ;D

Lets do it again ;TO ELVIRA`S ;D

ILOVEYOUALLTOBITS&PIECES&THOSEDISGUSTINGSTUFFTOO ((:

Glee-fullness.

2006-08-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

Okay. Its over ;D

I no longer can bother to quarrel ;

No longer bother to see her friends` eyes following me.

Esp that ugly one.

EW. The ugly friend ;as i say.

Friends?

Forgetting aint mah thing.

2006-08-22T04:26:00.000-07:00

Naomi's lame-ass excuse to break up:

"My imaginary friend is jealous of you"

'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

	WHAT PISSES YOU OFF?
Turtles that constantly mock me

'What pisses you off?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Naomi Kurashige --

[noun]:

A dance involving little to no clothing

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I KNOW IM HAWT.

Many Thanks (:

2006-08-22T04:12:00.000-07:00

Lets just say there isnt much people i go to when i have problems as i have a trouble of trusting people. Well just now i talked to Amrit. ( No not the bag ) . Well i know its weird cos Amrit is so HAPPYHAPPY BANGLA kinda thing. Bur i talked to him and i felt much better . He gave me alotalotalot of advice . Thought he WAS naggy .
Muahahaha =x
But he`s a good fren.
And I love him!

I LOVE AMRIT PAL .
AND AMRIT THE BAG :D

ManyThanks ;D
DONT STEAL HIM ( AND THE BAG ) AWAY !

2006-08-22T02:18:00.000-07:00

Like fire and powder ;kiss .
love.
consumed.

why do you seem so invincible when im so vulnerable ?
but i believe its just a cover up.

Forgetting aint mah thing.
Dont make it worse.

PLEASE GIRL.
PLEASE.
Im not going to pursue anything wiv you anymore.
Just leave me alone.
Its better if you just fuckoff.

Where art thou ?

2006-08-22T02:09:00.000-07:00

I watched this ytd.
Its FABULOUS.
But many people wouldnt understand the show.
I cried ;and screamed cos of the irony.
Oh and Leonardo is HAWT .
Hehe xD
This is the modern version but they still die anyway .
ILOVE ROMEO& JULIET.

DID I MENTION?

2006-08-21T03:34:00.000-07:00

OH JUST BEING CASUAL HERE ;DID I MENTION I GOT.

26/30 FOR MY MATH TEST ?

2006-08-20T13:59:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to go out wiv Xueli& Jocelyn ytd. But I was rlly tired& couldnt be bothered to go out.
Anyway I had smth else on.
So afterwards ;I went to Alyssa`s house.
It was nice seeing her again aft not seeing her for awhile.

We talked; we watched HardGay; Miss Swan; Madtv.
We bought dinner downstairs which took ONE hour.

I went off around 9.
Met Xueli at the bustop at my place.
Went to Study area& crapped awhile.
Met up wiv Billy& his two friends.
Talked awhile till about 11plus.

Walked home.

Changes.

2006-08-20T13:55:00.000-07:00

I got sick of seeing myself every time i came to my blog ;
which explains why i changed my blogskin.
Well this is temporary ;until some kind soul make another blogskin for me :D

Actually I`m feeling really irritated now.
My friend ;Joe recently became rlly close to me again.
I kept my distance as he alrd has a girlf.
Well apparently yesterday he told me they broke up.
I asked why and he said she dint spend enought time wiv him.
Aft he told me the long story ;
( I`ll spare you the agony )
He was the unreasonable one.
And he was such an ass to tell his girlf that I was better than her.
So she added me in friendster just awhile ago.

I AM SO DEAD.
I`m ignoring all his calls& smses.

Cramped ;Style `

2006-08-19T22:31:00.000-07:00

My love for you ;is a scary thing .
My willingness to do anything for you ;freaks me out .
My tears for you ;knowingly aint worth it for you .

Its alr to the stage where ;everything has been to be pleased for .
Im not sure if there`s anymore that can be done .
Maybe its up to you .

Or maybe ;it just wasnt meant to be .