I hate being like this in a r/s. This is th first times that quarrels arise repeatedly within a short period of two months. If even being tghtr for twomonths is a difficulty ;whats more two years now ?
Being stressed out for th past 4days ;sleeping at 6am in th morn worrying constantly&&; waking up at 9am ;eyebags are becoming sizes of slingbags ): Not knowing whats th next step i shld be doing ;not sure which i shld solve first.
So what if i voiced them out to you alr ;wld there be a change ?Wld things turn for the better? Wld you finally wakeup as if a slap was put across your face? Wld you change&&; this time for real ?Not just a testing period for you to sweet talk me wiv your sugarcoated words ?
I`d think not. ):
I think i have given up. I think i`m lost in this r/s. Having to talk to Nicky from 6am -10am about our problems ;all of them ,we are stressed out. We are confused. But for now ,i guess the problems have stopped arising&&; just stayed put where it is. Avoiding th issue ?Fraid so. But i`m not strong enough to be going thru this again&&; again everytime .I dont lk to discuss such stuff. One shld be smart enough to do whats necessary&&; do it without being recognised by th other first. Its only 2months. How long more can 1 take ?
Honestly ;I dontknow how long more. ):
Well ;im gg off to work now. Eyebags )): Thanks for the two who listened to my complains xx:
